Monday, March 19, 2012

So we moved into a new home. It's much more spacious than where we were living. I love the open floor plan and how much storage space I have in the kitchen. Today JD and Eric (a friend from work) are working on the garage. This is like the third time it's been filled up with junk and they are cleaning it out. See, we inherited this house from a handy man who had a tool truck and they have cleaned out the truck and are organizing it by what tools work and which ones don't. My daughter Samantha is having a blast watching dad, and thinks by walking around the tools in circles she is being a big help to him. Cleaning and purging is a part of life, that no one wants to do, but once you take the time and do it life just seems so much clearer. Thinking through what needs to be done is an easy process when all the clutter is gone. Take some time to look at areas in your life, it can be your bills, your closets your personal relationships or like us, the garage. What needs to be cleaned and purged to make living life easier and clearer?

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Some women say they love being pregnant, but I am not one of them. I need to learn how to be "ok" with a fat ass and saggy boobs from nursing and getting bigger. Really, I just want to feel hot again. Is that selfish? Am I so in love with myself that those thoughts consume me, instead of my little baby boy who is growing inside of me. I had to go to the hospital this week and get monitored for contractions, and I still have two months to go. I laid down and rested a lot over the weekend and drank lots of water, so I'm feeling much better. I am sure once Christian Steven Murphy is here and the labor is behind me and I have lost my weight I will wonder why I worried so much about the displeasure of pregnancy.